i just finished 31 chapters of Beth Moore's book titled "A heart like His". i have more to go, and unravel the not so pretty sights of King David, but am eager to learn how he perseveres to go after God's heart.
What else comes to mind as i cry my heart out to God is how to and when to. How do i show simplicity and not display my upset with people i favour less. i did not respond to the tugging of a plastic bag as i knew Alfred was kidding around, i did not want to give him the attention he always wanted to kid around. i wish i could be kinder but the flesh in me just creeps up and my way of showing displeasure is i do not respond. How also do i tone down my displeasure in my voice with my princess. It disheartens me to think her world revolves most of the time around herself. God grant me the patience and let not my skin crawl out.
i have in my mind to go for a holiday in Langkawi, i want to enrol in the painting class, i want to pick up the double door fridge as this big one is starting to give trouble. SO many things on my mind of the want to do and desires, but which one takes precedence of the other. i am also thinking i really need to get my administration in order, there is this trip in august, then langkawi in October and my desire for Medan and Silhalpe in December. So many things, God i thank you for the opportunities. My mind has also taken me to Hong Kong, the organisation Siew Mei is involved with. So many things, Lord help me prioritize them, help me organise them.
Father, i know as i grow, there is a greater need to have better administration, not just for filing but for priorities in our lives and what is important and what can wait. Yes, as i hear the cd of praise for you to shower down to this place, and let your presence fill this place.
i love and exhalt you.........
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