Whilst driving to church today, i found my mind going to the pastor's sick wife in Tebing Tinggi. I thought about how i would be more useful there than here. I found myself thinking how i should commit myself for mission work. Silly as it sounds, i thought maybe give myself 36.5 days in a year to do mission work. Firstly, going to indonesia and maybe phillipines is not that expensive. Further more, if my princess job as a flight attendant allows me to fly to these places at special rates, why not.
I also realise these are the effects of the trip. The 2 places i feel i can serve is SOM in either in Medan or Brastagi with Sunday School or just to spend some time with the pastor's sick wife. Well, thank God these are good after effects. In fact yesterday, when my friend took me to Nirvana for lunch, and seeing the spread of food on my banana leaf, i felt as if it was too much. I felt that i am already living an abundant life. i remember when i stumble upon seeing what the students were served in the Medan bible school. Rice, vegetable and half a fish. How i have been taking things for granted so much.
I wish i do not get over the effects of the trip....i do not want to forget the lovely and warm hospitality at Silhalpe. The thought of how much more of use i could be there than where i am. Praise you Lord for showing me how blessed and fortunate i am. Keep on changing me from the inside, as i lift your name.
Lord i praise you and i love you..
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